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enemy: Anna Witkin. The battleground: the Intermediate School playground. The
weapon: woodchips. In fourth grade, Anna Witkin and I viewed each other as
sworn enemies…for no particular reason. Perhaps it began when we wanted the
same swing at recess, but it turned into a never-ending battle where we daily kicked
woodchips at the other while swinging. I distinctly remember Anna instigating
all the conflicts, although if asked, she will make some absurd claim about her
innocence. In class on Monday, we discussed the two neighbors in Robert Frost’s
poem, “Mending Wall,” and how they build a wall between them for no practical
reason other than the barrier always exists. Anna and I have discussed our past
dislike of one another but still cannot remember how it started or why it
continued. We fought simply because we had always done so…although Anna did act
fairly obnoxious as a child if I remember correctly. In discussion, we noted
how the neighbors in the poem meet to mend the wall and despite the barrier, or
perhaps because of it, they work together and communicate for a short period
before the wall divides them once more. Similarly, Anna and I gathered every so
often in peace, in Girl Scouts. Somehow, our bitterness ended when we walked
into a Brownie’s meeting and chanted the Girl Scout promise in unity. The wall
of distrust and suspicion crumbled for an hour. Then, it came back stronger
than ever when the meeting ended. Despite our mutual loathing, as much as ten year
olds can hate one another, by sixth grade we became best friends, seemingly
overnight. Today, we argue together as debate partners rather than against each
other. Perhaps we began and ended our hostility so easily because children base
friendships off of trivial actions and views. However, children also tend to
accept differences easier and let go of the past quicker than adults. I view
our complicated relationship as proof of the pointlessness of walls of distrust
between people. While Frost’s poem repeats the seemingly positive quote, ‘“Good
fences make good neighbors,”’ walls by definition separate people (27). Whether
literal walls, like the Berlin Wall or the West Bank wall between Israel and Palestine,
or figurative barriers between people made up of stereotypes and distrust, they
prevent progress and tolerance. Walls allow people to separate themselves from
what they fail to understand or do not want to acknowledge. Anna and I allowed
juvenile ignorance and stubbornness to prevent us from creating a lasting
friendship for two years. Fortunately, we overcame the childish drama between us
and can now look back on the time and laugh or blog about it. I can only hope
that similar walls of ignorance will break down over time.
I too remember many rivalries on the playground. Whether the competition revolved around bar wars or tetherball, everyone seemed to have their own conflict. From these examples, I can form the assertion that all walls breakdown overtime. The tension between the two neighbors will dissolve eventually, whether they come to agreement or grow tired of mending the wall.
ReplyDeleteI can also relate to the unexplained childhood conflicts. On the first day of school in first grade I developed a hatred towards Mairin Magnuson. Why? Because she cut me in line on our way to gym class with Mr. Q. From that day until we re-connected over our shared love for Bratz dolls in second grade, we didn't get along as as result of a petty circumstance. Mairin and I laugh about this now as close friends, remembering the days where creating a barrier between two people was so easy. Eventually we progressed past blaming the wall for our tension, which Frost advocates in "Mending Wall."
ReplyDeleteNot obnoxious; high-strung. I think the enmity stemmed from that time on the playground when you kicked woodchips into my delicate eyes and I tattled on you to Mrs. Redding (which is probably, like, the only time you've ever gotten in trouble). Besides that, I cannot fathom why we hated each other so. Maybe I felt jealous of your superior cookie-selling abilities. I think Girl Scouts definitely helped break down the wall between us, partially because we shared a mutual hatred for some of the other girls. Ironically, our contempt for others probably fostered out friendship. Anyway, glad to be besties.
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